Written August
15th-
For the last
six months I have been telling people “Oh yeah, I am moving to Montana.” This
morning, at 6:48 we pulled out of my drive-way in Birmingham and hit the road
to head West. It is actually happening.
Even though for
the past week people have been asking me how I am feeling about all of this I
really haven’t had an answer. And to be honest I still do not. I am nervous, of
course. There is no way I could be moving so far away and no literally no one
and not be at least a little bit nervous. But there is also an excitement that
balances it out. Excitement about this new adventure. About being brave enough
to have the dream of moving and actually doing it. But then there is something
else mixed in with those emotions. Something that I cannot quite put a name to.
Maybe it is a
feeling of peace with how things are finally turning out. I have spent the last
year worrying, stressing, and wondering where my next turn would be. And
finally it is here. This is causing me to really reflect on how things always
turn out the way they should be. I guess this shows that even though I have
doubted, God is still watching out for me. Making sure that I am on the right
path and that I continue to grow- in myself and in my faith. There is a side of
me that knows that there will be times when I will feel lonely. I will feel
excluded because I am so far away from my friends and my family. But I also
know that I will be experiencing things that I cannot even imagine. Meeting new
people and learning so much. This move is challenging me, but it is also
encouraging me to be a better version of myself.
Now, on less of
a sentimental side, I have to go back to where I sit currently. In the crowded
back seat of a HUGE white truck the U-Haul trailer with all of my belongings
trailing behind us. We are an hour and a half down, and twenty-five and a half
hours to go. There is sure to be more stories and adventures along the way, so
stay tuned…
KR
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